Fathers Day :/

I think out of all the days of the year father's day is the most deppressing.
Hunter's birthday is deppresing to knowing his dad isn't there like a normal little boys party
But not at all like fathers day
His birthday it's just a deppresing morning but then after Hunter wakes up I am so happy and greatful
I think about what life would be like without him
These past 3 years would have been SO different
I wanted to finish highschool and get a  dancing scholarship
I wanted to go to an out of state college with all my friends and share a dorm
but here I am living in my own apartment with my son
Instead of studying and partying
Im chasing a kid around the house all day and cleaning up his messes
I wish I could be in college and everything but I would't give up Hunt for the world!

Father's day is just an all day deppression
Most kids would be doing stuff with their dads and celebrating and Hunter doesnt get that
Knowing Hunter will never get that just melts my heart
but how could I stay sad with this goofball running around all day!

Haha he found my bra put it on and stuffed it with socks!