Fighter

Hunter had his surgery on Thursday.
They took him back at 7 and they called me back to his room around 10 so the surgery didnt take too long. We had to stay in the hospital for 24 hours to make sure he was doing okay

Pretty much all weekend and this week we have just been laying in bed watching cartoons.

This is the night after his surgery. He insisted on having all of toy story toys in bed with him.

 And at home in his OWN bed. First time he slept through the night in this thing.

My friend Sam

My friend Sam has the cutest little boy ever!!

Isnt he the cutest 4 month old baby boy you have ever seen? I wish I could see these guys more. I miss that little dude! Maybe we can catch up soon

New Apartment

Well our 4 bedroom apartment is gettting really expenscive and I just feel we dont need all that room so we are downgrading to a small 2 bedroom. Its cheeper and easier to clean so here is the one I picked.

 

We will be on the second floor and Im dreading taking the kids up and down the stairs but I like that we get a balcony. It was hard for me to find a floorplan I liked most of them had the bedrooms on different sides of the apartment and I really needed one with them next to each other so I could be close to the kids. Finally I found one and reasonablly priced too!

Baby Bean Update

I will be 17 weeks prenant on Sunday!
Finally decided on names. Jayden Andrew nickname Jay or Elizabeth Grace nickname Ellie Bellie
Going to find out sex sometime next week (hopefully)
Starting to show a little bit

Having alot of fun shopping for clothes with Hunter

Here are a few of my favorite

 

 We bought both of there. When we find out the sex we will return the other one.

I love these for a boy. Mommy's little man 

 and mommy is my 1st love!

 

Hunter picked these out all by himself. As you can see my little dude is obsesed with dinosaurs!

This Kid

So I knew that my bestfriend Luis was coming over but forgot to mention it to Hunter.
*The doorbell rings and Hunter runs to go get it*
H: Who is it?
L: Its Luis
H: WHO?!?
L: LUIS!!
H: Oh go away bastard
Me: Hunter open the door its Luis
H: No hes a stupid bastard
L: I have candy!
H: *Quickly opens door runs and Luis picks him up and hugs him*
H: Guess what I didnt peed in my pants today!!!

My little monkey boy who isisted on wearing his school clothes today!

I need Sleep!!

So Tired
Got like no sleep last night
Hunter doesnt really have a schedule he just does what he wants
Most days he takes a nap around 1 but yesterday we were at the pool so he didnt
Around 7 he fell asleep and I was so happy thinking he would just sleep throught the night
Haha guess again he woke up around 11 full of energy and ready to play
We watched tv and played xbox untill 4 when I finally got him to sleep
I picked up the house and fell alseep like 5
At 7 I wake up to him standing at the foot of the bed bug eyed and ready to start the day
Ughh this kid is driving me crazy we so need to get on a schedule

Fathers Day :/

I think out of all the days of the year father's day is the most deppressing.
Hunter's birthday is deppresing to knowing his dad isn't there like a normal little boys party
But not at all like fathers day
His birthday it's just a deppresing morning but then after Hunter wakes up I am so happy and greatful
I think about what life would be like without him
These past 3 years would have been SO different
I wanted to finish highschool and get a  dancing scholarship
I wanted to go to an out of state college with all my friends and share a dorm
but here I am living in my own apartment with my son
Instead of studying and partying
Im chasing a kid around the house all day and cleaning up his messes
I wish I could be in college and everything but I would't give up Hunt for the world!

Father's day is just an all day deppression
Most kids would be doing stuff with their dads and celebrating and Hunter doesnt get that
Knowing Hunter will never get that just melts my heart
but how could I stay sad with this goofball running around all day!

Haha he found my bra put it on and stuffed it with socks!

Settling in

My brothers officially moved in last night. I missed these guys more than I knew. They are so sweet and polite. They also make good babysitters. Now Hunter has xbox buddies! Today we are going shopping because they have like absolutly no clothes. Wish us luck! This is the most recent picture I have of the three of us it was like last year.

George (14) is on the left, Im in the middle, and Michael (11) is on the right

My day

You can say my mornings are not always pretty

Haha excuse the bed head and the lack of pants

This morning we were eating breakfast at the table with my friend Lele

He opened his legs and started screaming Ball sack

This is just one of the many things he did that kept me on my toes all day!

Drugs

So today I was getting Hunter dressed in my bedroom
H: Mamma whats drugs
Me: Well Bubba why dont you go ask Lele (my bestfriend she was in the living room)
H: Okay I will! (All proud of himself)
So I finish getting him dressed and set him on the floor
Me: Aunt LeLe Hunter has a question for you!
L: What is it Hunter?
H: What is drugs?
L: Well buddy its uhh uhh candy!
H: Ahh I want drugs!
So I gave him a peice of gum and all day he has been telling everyone he has drugs!
What am I going to do with this kid!

Today!

Went to the doctor today!
Things are going good. Im about 10/11 weeks along.
I am pretty sure if its a girl its going to be Elizabeth Grace
I still have no idea if its a boy

I also got some suprising new today.
My brothers are probably going to be moving in next weekend.
George is 14 and Michael is 11
My mom is moving in with her boyfriend and they want to come with me
They are pretty easy kids and a big help with Hunter so I am letting them.
I guess we are not moving into a smaller apartment ;)

Today alot of my old friends from school had a BBQ and football game @ the park today
I decided to go and take Hunter
Alot of my friends haven't seen him in almost 2 years so it was aot of fun!

Crazy Boy

H: Momma through me on the couch
Me: No buddy what if you miss the couch and hurt yourself
H: So you can make me feel better
Me: What if your crack your head open
H: Take all my peices to the hospital
Me: But buddy I dont have my car right now
H: So walk
Me: You want me to put all your peices in a cooler and roll you to the hospital
H: Yes
Me: What if you die? Who is going to be my little buddy and My bestest friend? Whos hair am I going to play with everyday?
H: Buy a sheep
Me: You want me to replace you with a sheep
H: Yeah you can give the sheep a mowhawk!

Oh how this kid makes my day (:

My brother

I love my brother George!
He is only 17 but very mature and responsible
Hunter just adores him and he adores Hunter
Just these past couple of weeks he has been helping me out
He is a good male role model for Hunter
He will call and ask me if he can take Hunter off my hands for a couple of hours
I know Hunter loves it just as much as I do
He always comes home and tells me all about what they did
Thank you Georgy for everything
You are the best brother and uncle ever!

Nursery

I am so exited to find out the se of baby bean so I can start decorating the nursery
That was like my favorite part of being prego with Hunter
His nursery was adorable.

With the name baby I want to do cars and trains or underwater if its a boy

And if its a girl zebra or princess

I cant wait!

Oh and on names I have picked out my favorites

Boy: Preston, Peyton, and Brayden with the middle name Andrew

GIrl: Eisley, Elizabeth, Emma, Rylee with the middle name Grace

Reality

I love how people always tell me that I seem like I have everything under control and that I have the perfect life when in reality it is the total opposite.
Yeah I have the perfect house and the perfect car and lots of money.
But those things meen nothing to me.
I dont have people that are there to support me all the time
I dont have a loving family to fall back on
Some days I feel useless but then I look at my son and I know he is the reason I live.
If it weren't for him I probably would have commited suicide in 2007
I cry myself to sleep most nights just overwhelmed with everything.
I have to hold myself back from bringing out the blade again

I miss my partying ways but now I have a bigger responsibility my son Hunter James!

Hunter's Closets

Most people that know me know that I have OCD.
My son always has to look perfect therefor he has to have the perfect clothes.
If you walked into my sons CLOSETS you would freak! (Most people do atleast)
He has over 20 pairs of shoes and probably close to 200 outfits.
He has 3 closets. His bedroom closet, the hall closet, and the playroom closet!

 Hall Closet

 Playroom Closet

His bedroom closet

I just can't help it everytime we go to the store I end up buying him clothers

I am also addicted to online shopping aswell.

I hope baby bean is a boy so we wont have to worry about clothes!

Welcome- Introduction

Welcome to my blog! I suppose I should begin by telling you a bit about myself.
m Carli just a crazy, loud, random teenager.
I work part time @ a credit union and I am a part time student.
On top of all of that I am a full time mommy
My son Hunter James was born on March 8th, 2008

I am so blessed to have this little man in my life he has truly made me grow up sooo much.

I love being a mommy to this crazy ass baby!

Hunter is now a wild three year old baby boy who enjoys: getting into everything,running all over the place, pulling the kitties tail and stealing the dogs bones,being with his mommy and learning about this crazy life!

He is sooo much fun! 

I love watching him grow and can't remember life without him

Baby Bean is cooking is still cooking in the oven

We can't wait for him/her to join the family!

 

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Apparently blogging is the new black, and it looks fabulous on everyone else, so I'm dying to try it. I'm SO inspired by the creativity of my favorite bloggers, and I've been wanting to do it simply because it looks like SO much fun and is such a creative challenge. It's a blank canvas I can't wait to paint on! It's a new Hello Kitty diary complete with colored gel pens that I can't wait to write in! It's an empty scrapbook that is begging to be filled. It's a thousand dollar shopping spree to Michaels! So, here it is...a blank page. My hands are shaking! I can't wait to fill it... with the little things that make me happy (:.