Fighter

Hunter had his surgery on Thursday.
They took him back at 7 and they called me back to his room around 10 so the surgery didnt take too long. We had to stay in the hospital for 24 hours to make sure he was doing okay

Pretty much all weekend and this week we have just been laying in bed watching cartoons.

This is the night after his surgery. He insisted on having all of toy story toys in bed with him.

 And at home in his OWN bed. First time he slept through the night in this thing.

My friend Sam

My friend Sam has the cutest little boy ever!!

Isnt he the cutest 4 month old baby boy you have ever seen? I wish I could see these guys more. I miss that little dude! Maybe we can catch up soon

New Apartment

Well our 4 bedroom apartment is gettting really expenscive and I just feel we dont need all that room so we are downgrading to a small 2 bedroom. Its cheeper and easier to clean so here is the one I picked.

 

We will be on the second floor and Im dreading taking the kids up and down the stairs but I like that we get a balcony. It was hard for me to find a floorplan I liked most of them had the bedrooms on different sides of the apartment and I really needed one with them next to each other so I could be close to the kids. Finally I found one and reasonablly priced too!

Baby Bean Update

I will be 17 weeks prenant on Sunday!
Finally decided on names. Jayden Andrew nickname Jay or Elizabeth Grace nickname Ellie Bellie
Going to find out sex sometime next week (hopefully)
Starting to show a little bit

Having alot of fun shopping for clothes with Hunter

Here are a few of my favorite

 

 We bought both of there. When we find out the sex we will return the other one.

I love these for a boy. Mommy's little man 

 and mommy is my 1st love!

 

Hunter picked these out all by himself. As you can see my little dude is obsesed with dinosaurs!

This Kid

So I knew that my bestfriend Luis was coming over but forgot to mention it to Hunter.
*The doorbell rings and Hunter runs to go get it*
H: Who is it?
L: Its Luis
H: WHO?!?
L: LUIS!!
H: Oh go away bastard
Me: Hunter open the door its Luis
H: No hes a stupid bastard
L: I have candy!
H: *Quickly opens door runs and Luis picks him up and hugs him*
H: Guess what I didnt peed in my pants today!!!

My little monkey boy who isisted on wearing his school clothes today!

I need Sleep!!

So Tired
Got like no sleep last night
Hunter doesnt really have a schedule he just does what he wants
Most days he takes a nap around 1 but yesterday we were at the pool so he didnt
Around 7 he fell asleep and I was so happy thinking he would just sleep throught the night
Haha guess again he woke up around 11 full of energy and ready to play
We watched tv and played xbox untill 4 when I finally got him to sleep
I picked up the house and fell alseep like 5
At 7 I wake up to him standing at the foot of the bed bug eyed and ready to start the day
Ughh this kid is driving me crazy we so need to get on a schedule

Fathers Day :/

I think out of all the days of the year father's day is the most deppressing.
Hunter's birthday is deppresing to knowing his dad isn't there like a normal little boys party
But not at all like fathers day
His birthday it's just a deppresing morning but then after Hunter wakes up I am so happy and greatful
I think about what life would be like without him
These past 3 years would have been SO different
I wanted to finish highschool and get a  dancing scholarship
I wanted to go to an out of state college with all my friends and share a dorm
but here I am living in my own apartment with my son
Instead of studying and partying
Im chasing a kid around the house all day and cleaning up his messes
I wish I could be in college and everything but I would't give up Hunt for the world!

Father's day is just an all day deppression
Most kids would be doing stuff with their dads and celebrating and Hunter doesnt get that
Knowing Hunter will never get that just melts my heart
but how could I stay sad with this goofball running around all day!

Haha he found my bra put it on and stuffed it with socks!